February 11th, 2010

So really...

This sucks. A lot. It's hard and I don't want it to be real anymore.

At the risk of being cliche, a vital part of me feels gone. Not my heart, but something just as essential. I don't suppose you can live without your lungs, can you?

So I cling hard to who I still have left - I have Bucket, and Thomas, and my Alex. If you asked me a year ago if I thought the key players in my life would change so drastically, I would have given you a neutral answer and zombied along.

On the upside, now that it's healing, it looks like the green fire on my cupcake tattoo is popping better than it did before. Think it still needs to be re-done, so I'll prepare of another couple hours of dirty old Bob who thinks I'm hot.

Also, on the upside, tomorrow evening there will be an abundance of Thomas in my apartment. For the win. And we have cleaning to do. I started to this evening but a bout of being a stupid bitch on my part just completely sapped me of my will to do anything at all.

You know. For the win.
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